Perhaps...

Perhaps I am not a submissive.. just a switch capable of submission.

I see these amazing Dominant women, and I fall with lust, with desire, with craving.  It rages and grows.  It wains and fades.  At least with those from the ether.  I do crave a dominant, intelligent, deviously, sly and beautiful woman.  Yet only if she truely desires me, and not just the role I can play. 

It is hard to find, and yet the search continues.. perhaps I'll have more luck finding one that hasn't yet blossomed into all that she could be and together we find out what could be.