Deep unto the blue...

So I realized I hadn't posted much recently.  I've been busy.  Between work, Goddess Darla, airsoft, exercise, cooking at home a lot (and shopping for that raw food), and chores.. well I haven't had much time for the blog.  Still I won't be abandoning it anytime soon.

Things with my Goddess continue to get better.  Her control of me grows, and the effect is only greater.  It can be quite amazing at times and the depth of the connection feels amazing.  At times it becomes impossible not to imagine it being even closer, but all of that is at the whim of the Goddess.  My place is simply to be the best pet I can be and let everything else just come naturally and at her pace.  To simply want something is not always enough, you have to earn things as well.  They feel even better when you know you have earned them.

Overall I'm doing very well these days.  Work is good, and keeps me very busy during the week. I have some really good friends, although it would be nice to be able to see everyone more.  Of course work and kids don't always allow for that. Still last weekend I had a trip with a one of my groups of friends that was Outstanding and just an amazing amount of fun. I'm still a bit sore from all the exercise.

Now back home, back to day to day life, and focusing what I can and what I must on my Goddess Darla.  Making sure I think of her in all my decisions, growing our connection.  Soon a very important day is coming, and I intend to be ready for it.

Where we are..

It dawned on me today that there is no need to devote so much time and thought about where things are going.  It is best to sometimes just enjoy where they are.

My connection with Goddess Darla is so nice where it is.  We both feel it and acknowledge the pleasure it brings.  By simply thinking about her in my decisions it feels like it's not hard to do right by my Goddess.  Just to follow the blue, to follow her desires for me, allows me to be a good pet to her.  To worship and serve her the way she wants.

So the future will unfold however it does unfold. In the mean time i feel like i am on such a wonderful path. All i need to do is stick to that path and follow the direction of my Goddess.  It feels so good and has been good for me.  I caught up with an old friend I hadn't seen in well over a year and even he could tell how happy I felt and how good I looked...

There is still so much farther to go, but i know it will be a wonderful journey where I simply need to obey my Goddess and be a good pet.