Catching Up Part 2..

So Goddess was back and she started reoganizing her presence online and releasing new clips.. I would race home on days that she put out a new clip. Often paying and starting the download process while still at work, so when I got home I could start listening as soon as possible... It was wonderful to feel to close to her again. To be able to tweet about how she made me feel, about how much I adored her, how weak she made me feel, how unbelievably good she made me feel.  All with such simple ease and artistry...

Down, down, down, I fell.. Up, Up, Up, she worked me... quickly I ordered a new pair of sleep headphones so I could relax in bed with her voice in my ears, bouncing back an forth inside my mind.. her playground. Her wish list was revamped, and I spent time looking at things that would make her happy.  So pleasurable to please her once again... Such a joy to send her things once again. From the littlest gift to the biggest one, she was always appreciative of what I or any pet would send her. That quality in her is one I cherish, as she recognizes each act a submissive commits...

Deeper for my Goddess I fell, giving in to her power, conditioning to her voice.. soon she was my morning, daily thoughts, and night.. it was wonderful to find myself within the blue once again..

Inspiration of the Blue

Deep.

Deeply connected to her desires, her power sweeps thru me, around me.
She controls me so completely.
Even now while she is barely here.
Her voice echos in my mind, her visage emblazened in my mind.
Deep and Blue. Weak and submissive.

She owns me.
My Body.
My Mind.
My Soul.
I am no longer anything unless I am hers.

In this submission my worth grows.
Cared for, inspired, guided forward.
My true potential starting to emerge as I reconcile with my true nature.
My own Power being realized in the shadow of her favor.

Strength thru submission. So I fall, again and again. Deeper and Deeper.
The need, the desire, the ache all increasing..
Every winding this path she set before me.
Things I could never do, now are common place, and yet...

It get's harder. Tested by time and distance and the unknown..
Still I know, She is wise, powerful, intelligent, captivating.
I am her captive, without physical bonds I am still tied to her.

For now, Forever hers.



Kneel
Give
Worship
Obey
.........................................................................Hers.

Catching up Part 1..

So much to catch up... there are some recent reasons for me returning to my blog. Most of which will become played out as I catch up on where I am in my hypnotic journey, and how I got here from my last post in November of last year and now here nearing the End of May.

So in case you are reading this and not aware, Goddess Darla came back to the Online Hypno scene.. Actually she came back with a vengence. She was able to commit much more time to it.  I have been thrilled.  I was so thrilled when she first came back.

As one of her more devoted stal-- err pets. I learned she was coming back from her right before she came back. I was able to serve her right away helping to gather information on the hypno scene and how things had changed since she had been gone.  I was over the moon happy to do this for her.  My day job had started to really suck from a satisfaction stand point.  At night I was very happy to have her hypnotic voice back in my life..

Being able to send her gifts to make her smile made me so happy again. Shortly after her return I started tithing to her again.  Being single makes doing something like that simply a decision I make.. I chose a reasonable percentage and started giving to her every pay check. It was a wonderful decsion.. it made me feel so connected to her.  The stead act I think is a better measure of devotion then one big tribute.  It doesn't have to be much, but doing it consistently and for a long time says a lot. I would send her a letter, with a hand written note on blue paper, with the cash wrapped inside.

I got such a rush of pleasure everytime I sent one of the envelopes.  I also wrote, and still do write every not from my knees.  She doesn't see me, but the act of it feels so good..

Things have progressed in a wonderful fashion with Goddess Darla.. I will catch up on the blog in parts instead of one giant wall of text.. but all good things.

Coincedently around the same time She came back, my Doctor put me on a Paleo type diet in an effort to control my blood sugars and loose some weight.