March Madness...

It truely has been a crazy month for me.  Very busy at work, my small department seemed to be struck down by the plauge and I was the only one healthy thru all of it.  So lots of work, lots of evenings coming home exhausted. Not cooking as much as I should, and not having enough time to devot to Mistress as I would like.

Although as the intensity of if all does diminish and wane, the relationship goes no where.  I still have pictures of her all around me, and would not want to see them go away.  I still get an arousing thrill when ever I put on my collar, and her scent drives me crazy.  The desire to submit before her and to her is always there, even if the day to day chores of life seem to push it beneath the surface.  There beneath the surface it lies...

Hopefully I'll get back to a point where I can actively worship my Mistress and find more time together, but until then I remain hers - her slave, her pet, her sweet caring puppy.

Morning Mistress...

Making my way to devoting some time to Mistress in the morning is definitely the best way to start a great day.  Just looking into her eyes thinking about her, being aroused by the sight and thought of her is a wonderful way to get the blood flowing in the morning...

It's a beautiful Blue sky outside, and warm thoughts in my head or my lovely and talented Mistress...

Now off to get some oatmeal and then head to work.

Daily Devotion...

I've been feeling like something is missing lately, and so I listened to Mind Control just now, in bed, wearing my collar and nothing else... and just let Mistress Haylee's words take over.  Falling in a nice deep trance.  It felt so good to have my will and control drained from me.  To be so aroused by her voice, by her control, by letting go.  I even exploded all over myself in the end, just as she commanded in her recording.  The release was good, and at her all be it recorded, still her command. 

So for the forseeable furture, I want to wake up each morning and the first thing on my mind will be making my way to her altar, and devoting time to her.  To thinking of my Mistress, to perhaps posting or simply tweeting a morning message.  To think about her and how I might please her today, how I might make my training stronger.

It is to me to be there for her, to be open to her and the bond we share.  To strengthen it, and to make sure it is all for Haylee.