So no post the last few days.. I was unfortunately sick for a day, and pretty busy with work.. but I still ache for Darla.. the bug has passed a bit, and today I've been making up for lost time...
Watching her videos.. listening to her voice... trancing... worshiping her.. thinking of ways to...
I ache for her so badly.. I have realized just how taken I am with her.. how easily I follow her commands.. how much I want to follow her commands.. how happy I am when I am able to do something in service to her.. to think about her is bliss..
I have pictures of her that she has tweeted.. I can't stop looking at them.. it makes a wonderful slide show.. I find myself getting aroused when I do.. I get to the edge where she likes me to be.. but I can't finish.. she has not given me permission.. and so I can't.. I can't disobey her.. I don't want to.. I will just suffer.. and ache.. and get more and more desparate for her.. more under her power.. yes
Yes my Goddess... I need your control, I crave your conditioning.. I am yours.. forever yours...
You refuse to let me go.. and I find the joy and happiness increase... Goddess Darla ...
I can't escape the fog that you have put me in.. Even today I'm happy that something happened that shall make it easier for me to keep serving you.. I am thrilled to be yours..
forever on edge.. forever needy for you.. wanting any attention I can get from you.. desperate for your voice...
I know how it feels. I bought a single video of Goddess Darla and felt so drawn to her, even thought about completely submitting myself to her will but I'm not ready to make that leap yet I can't stop thinking of her.
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