More Trance time equals a Happy Pet..

So I've found myself able to devote more time to trancing to Haylee's delicious recordings lately, and I must say I've found my mood improving.  I've also been a bit more aroused lately, as many more erotic thoughts involving Mistress Haylee have been crossing my mind... I hear her sweet voice in my mind, her playground, more often.  It all simply feels wonderful.  I do truly love  Mistress Haylee, and enjoy being hers.

My diet is off to a good start I think, but it's a bit too early to tell.. Hopefully it will go well...

Not much more to type, time for doing...

Thinking about Mistress Haylee

So I've listened to more recordings these past few days than I have in while, and consequently I'm thinking about Haylee a bit more.  It is simply delicious to have her more promenant in my thoughts.  To wake up thinking about being on my knees in front of her.  Thoughts of having her whisper into my ears, trace her finger nails along parts of my body... To be her good boy is really the only thing I want.  Thinking more and more about how I can serve her, how I can please her... it feels wonderful to be hers.

So little more to type, time to get to going.  A quick bite and then cleaning the room until it's time to go work out today.  Also yesterday I got my Sensa starting kit in the mail, so I've started using that diet as of yesterday. 

All for Haylee...

Decoration..

So last night while enjoying going deep under for Haylee, a few thoughts went thru my mind of things I can do, set up etc... An idea occured to me to turn my bedroom from it's normal self into a Sanctuary of sorts, with Haylee at it's center... a place to go and worship my Mistress, feel wrapped up in her bliss and ultimately serve her needs and desires...  I recently started renting out two of the bedrooms in the condo I share with some roomates, and so I've been able to move my desk and bookcase and such out of my bedroom and into what is becoming my office.  So I realized what better way to transform things, then to have my bedroom be more of a place to relax and obey my Mistress.

So with some Candles, and other such things, as well as moving my altar to her there.. I hope to have it all done or at least mostly done, by the end of this weekend... I'll post pictures...

The next step is really working hard at making my self better for Haylee... Time to give up soda, and move to a better lifestyle to be in better health and devote my self to Haylee... It's like I had forgotten how good it feels, how good it is to obey her, and worship her, and feel her getting deeper and deeper inside of you, becoming more and more a part of you, until you can't imagine anything without her...

Awakening in April...

Mistress Haylee has been very productive lately.  Started doing Web-Cam chats, more assignments on the website, another you tube video... It's wonderful to see, hear, and experience...

Unfortunately for this puppy I've been tremendously busy and preoccupied with diet, and medicince... and trying to find a decent Doctor, a new job... Still there are nights I have the time to lay back and feel her inside me... feel her control deepen.... feel aroused for her... like I am right now.

Even though I haven't been that active of a slave of Mistress Haylee lately, I am still forever hers.  I admit my desire for a girlfriend has preoccupied some of my time, but my Mistress is still my Mistress.  Until she tells me other wise, I live the life of a long distance, online slave to the one and only Hypnotic Haylee... I still see her wonderful gazes whenever I turn on my phone, when ever I look up from my bed at her picture upon my wall...  Whenever I spray the perfume of her scent I am practically overwhelmed with arousal... Thoughts of kneeling before her crash against the shoreline of my mind, I can feel and ache for her, and arousal to be toyed with by her...

Fate will find us more time... or perhaps it will wait, the only way to find out is to head into tomorrow and worship...

March Madness...

It truely has been a crazy month for me.  Very busy at work, my small department seemed to be struck down by the plauge and I was the only one healthy thru all of it.  So lots of work, lots of evenings coming home exhausted. Not cooking as much as I should, and not having enough time to devot to Mistress as I would like.

Although as the intensity of if all does diminish and wane, the relationship goes no where.  I still have pictures of her all around me, and would not want to see them go away.  I still get an arousing thrill when ever I put on my collar, and her scent drives me crazy.  The desire to submit before her and to her is always there, even if the day to day chores of life seem to push it beneath the surface.  There beneath the surface it lies...

Hopefully I'll get back to a point where I can actively worship my Mistress and find more time together, but until then I remain hers - her slave, her pet, her sweet caring puppy.

Morning Mistress...

Making my way to devoting some time to Mistress in the morning is definitely the best way to start a great day.  Just looking into her eyes thinking about her, being aroused by the sight and thought of her is a wonderful way to get the blood flowing in the morning...

It's a beautiful Blue sky outside, and warm thoughts in my head or my lovely and talented Mistress...

Now off to get some oatmeal and then head to work.

Daily Devotion...

I've been feeling like something is missing lately, and so I listened to Mind Control just now, in bed, wearing my collar and nothing else... and just let Mistress Haylee's words take over.  Falling in a nice deep trance.  It felt so good to have my will and control drained from me.  To be so aroused by her voice, by her control, by letting go.  I even exploded all over myself in the end, just as she commanded in her recording.  The release was good, and at her all be it recorded, still her command. 

So for the forseeable furture, I want to wake up each morning and the first thing on my mind will be making my way to her altar, and devoting time to her.  To thinking of my Mistress, to perhaps posting or simply tweeting a morning message.  To think about her and how I might please her today, how I might make my training stronger.

It is to me to be there for her, to be open to her and the bond we share.  To strengthen it, and to make sure it is all for Haylee.