Lots of pining for Goddess Darla. To make a long drawn out unexciting story short, her temporary hiatus is more of a permanent hiatus. While the possibility that she might come back to being a hypnodomme exists, the likely hood it is to happen any time soon is small. I have been released from my service. She was happy with me, but has decided to focus on her career and doesn't want to own pets online who she can't give the attention she feels they deserve. It is one of the things in her that made me want to submit to her, and it shall be the thing that sets me free...
So freedom....
Hmmm....
Yeah.. that's about it....
I've been surfing around looking for a Dom, thought about not bothering for a while... I found Domina Shelle, and bought some recordings.. was enjoying her style. Then tried to schedule a live session.. we bounced back and forth unable to set a time.. her schedule was/is just too hectic.. too many pets too little time? More like just various time zones and such.. not as much of a connection as I had with Darla.. Goddess Darla.. so I kept looking around.. I wasn't committed I was taking the steps..
Now I've stumbled across Goddess Madam Violet, she's an English Hypnodomme, she also has a real Therapeutic Hypnosis practice, is a bit more established in life. I've listened to two of her recordings and her talent and skill in taking a submissive man down into deep trance are phenomenal.. I'm interested in serving her, but not sure I'm really what she wants.. I fear she's out of the reach of me financially, and having a large following of submissive will most likely mean little if any attention...
Perhaps that will make it easier.. not expecting much, most likely being told I will receive very little.. Perhaps I should just save my nickels.. then again the allure is so great.. Her skill, her subtle accent which foretells her hypnotic skills. They are subtle, and yet oh so deadly accurate. She is no mere young dominant girl, but a full blown Dominant Woman. She is fully blossomed and very well endowed. Constantly on my mind, I ache to please her already. The two recordings I've listened to aren't even heavy on the brainwashing.. in fact they are lite. So I know so much more lies ahead of me.. I should turn back... I shouldn't go forward.. yet I find I can't help it.. I'm already loosing control to her and she hasn't even listen a finger or uttered a syllable, or typed a character directed at me...
What will I do, if she does?
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