Lost..

So easy to fall into the blue.. to listen to that voice, those words and just fade.  Fade away into a delicious trance. Getting lost in them, lost in her. It feels so good, so right, so amazing.  Never enough I crave more and more.  Wish to please her more and more, so lost.

To walk a hundred miles only to walk a hundred more.  The journey feels so good although the destination is so far.  Always just out of reach... a Goddess can rarely be touched.  So near the impossible to be at her feet, and yet the desire is so strong.  Even just that makes you blessed.

The want to be stronger and better becomes the need to please her.  It is all inspired by her, for her, in order to please her.  Everyday the little things in life one can do for her become the big things.  The things that were big become the small things.  It is all relative, and now it all revolves around her. 

Lost.. and yet found.  Found the center and soul of my universe.  Dark and Deep, and Blue.. Oh so very blue and captivating.  So blue and enthralling.. Deeper and Deeper... Forever and ever..