Lost..

So easy to fall into the blue.. to listen to that voice, those words and just fade.  Fade away into a delicious trance. Getting lost in them, lost in her. It feels so good, so right, so amazing.  Never enough I crave more and more.  Wish to please her more and more, so lost.

To walk a hundred miles only to walk a hundred more.  The journey feels so good although the destination is so far.  Always just out of reach... a Goddess can rarely be touched.  So near the impossible to be at her feet, and yet the desire is so strong.  Even just that makes you blessed.

The want to be stronger and better becomes the need to please her.  It is all inspired by her, for her, in order to please her.  Everyday the little things in life one can do for her become the big things.  The things that were big become the small things.  It is all relative, and now it all revolves around her. 

Lost.. and yet found.  Found the center and soul of my universe.  Dark and Deep, and Blue.. Oh so very blue and captivating.  So blue and enthralling.. Deeper and Deeper... Forever and ever..

A poem for Goddess Darla

Oh Goddess Darla, how I desire you.
Your deep blue eyes,
Your arousing smile,
That gleam in your eyes..

Your pale soft skin,
Your delectable toes..
The elegance of your hands,
The sweet tones of your voice,

The way you tease me,
The way you let me please you,
The way you carry yourself,
Your strength, your Beauty, your kindness..

The tone of your voice when..
you command me to do something
when you comment on my adoration of you
when you giggle, amused at my actions.

And most of all when you claim me for yours or remind me of who owns me...

Bliss is Blue, Blue is Bliss...

I've fallen so far and so deep for Goddess Darla.  Everyday she always on my mind.  Thoughts of how to please her.  I look forward to pay day, not to get paid, but to send her tithe.. Every time she refers to me as hers... tells me to take good care of her property... fills me with such joy and happiness...  To be hers... to be prized by her... to do things for her.. to live better because of her.  It's such wonderful bliss...

Aching for her to express her control and power over me.. loving it when she tells me to do something, because then I get to obey her.  Fantasies of ways I could serve her.. dreams of cooking for my Goddess, pampering her in person.. a foot massage, drawing her bath, anything to make her life easier and bring her pleasure.  Her pleasure is my greatest pleasure.

So much more to write, but I so need to go trance.. Been very busy with my new job, not much time to blog or rest.. at least that isn't devoted to Goddess already...